Letter To Michael

One Year and 4 days have gone by since You left Michael and I have to tell You that most are still in mourning, grieving for You. The sadness is overwhelming to most and some are not even sure how they manage to drag themselves through each day. Some of us are considered "Go To" people for trying to console broken hearts, reassuring your fans that You are indeed - better on the other side.
I am also still grieving Your loss, The pain is so fierce and ever present.
Im starting to think I will fell this way forever....

Friday marked the One Year Anniversary of Your passing. "Anniversary" doesn't seem to be the right term for that. Anniversary to me evokes feelings of Joy and Happiness as I normally attribute that word to Marriage, Birthdays - that sort of thing. Can we use "The Day Music As We Know It Died", it seems more fitting to me. I know there will always be music but it's not the same. The singers now a days all sound the same save a few. When you hear Your voice, you KNOW it's You singing.

People all over the world payed tribute to Your Life and Legacy on June 25th, not that we don't do that very thing every day, but people actually traveled to other places in the world to be with other fans of Yours. It was all so touching. Michael, You would be so proud of all of Your fans, they really are amazing. They love You and they will fight to protect Your good name. We are all trying our hardest to protect your Legacy and clean up Your good name in the media. I admit it is very tough sometimes but we all take a moment to remember what You had to go through each and every day and that alone make us push on.

Your death is still almost unbelievable, still after a year I feel like this cant be true - Michael Jackson is NOT gone. Then reality kicks in. I know You are no longer here but its still so hard to digest. You were never suppose to die....I thought You would live forever....not sure why, I just did.
The only saving grace in all of this is You are in a better place, no pain, no sorrow, no tabloids, no lawsuits, You are finally free from the Zoo that surrounded Your life. You are free of the hundreds of people that literally followed you around all day.
One good thing to come out of Your passing - the wonderfully awesome friends I`ve made. I love them and have truly bonded, like sisters, with a several of them.

I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart for the Human Race for treating You the way they did for all those years. I can only chalk it up to - people do NOT want to see other people Happy and Successful.
One day maybe all the nasty news articles will just go away...

As long as I live I will Love you. You have a place in my heart for life. I will never stop protecting Your Legacy, spreading Your message and honoring You with L.O.V.E!
You are sooooo worth fighting for!!

Michael, I love you most ♥

It Still Hurts So Bad....

It's one year today since Michael Jackson passed away. I'm still not good with it and I still feel extremely sad. The fans are divided - the family is divided and people are still throwing stones. The whole year has been one heart break after another. His "Friends" are selling him out - and this week of all weeks, couldn't they at least pretend to care?? Make it "Look" like they have some sort of respect for him. I mean selling pictures to TV Shows.
This is from ABC website:Private and never-before-seen images which ABC News paid to license from the three friends' personal collections provide snapshots of the global superstar's most unguarded moments. Key word here "PAID"
Did Michael have any "Actual" Friends?? Yes he did - Liz and a very few others.

His family is selling out his kids and doing interviews with tabloid shows and also selling pictures. It's disgraceful.




Michael, Your Fans Love You Most XxX



I made these two videos last night. I had a hard time with it.

We Owe Him!!

It's been a hard year, in one week it will be the One Year Anniversary of Michael Jacksons death.
As I sit here typing I still find it hard to believe. Michael Jacksons Death...I didn't think that I would be talking about this at this point in my life. I don't know if its because I thought maybe He would live forever, like an Angel sent here to Earth to keep things balanced. I know, I know - I'm an adult and I know he wasn't going to live forever but I did think that he would live past 50. That's only half of a life, the other half of his life span was stolen by a reckless Doctor who was more concerned about celebrity and status. He was after all The Michael Jacksons doctor and that says something right? Well know he will FOREVER be known as the person who killed Him.

No matter what happens in Court - this is a stigma that will follow him to the ends of the earth until his time here is finished.

What we lost will never be again. Michael Jackson was a special human being, one who actually felt the pain of others. He understood that we as a people are ruining this Earth we live on each and every day - that we only have a short time before it irreversible. He gave tirelessly of himself and supported many many charities. He visited Childrens Hospitals - he paid for Medical care for people he didn't even know. Michael wanted the people in the World to love one another and to remember we are all brothers and sisters. Under the skin - we are the same. He gave us a lifetime of music and memories, I read that at his concerts - up to 3000 people a night would pass out and have to be taken out by EHS. Yes you read that correctly, 3000!

Michael Jackson inspired so many people from so many different cultures, He is worshiped all over the world. He sold more albums than any other singer in history. He broke racial barriers by being the first Black person to have videos played on MTV.

He was smart and he was an awesome business man - we know this by his Will alone. Good on ya Mike for that one ;) you couldn't have planned that one better if you tried!! You don't "owe" anyone anything - you are not obligated to finance your brothers lives or their babies mama. You did it right - Your Mother, bless her heart, and your children. Well played my friend!


So with all that (and more) why did society think a good "Thanks Mike" would be nasty documentaries about Him and his sweet innocent children?? Isn't it time that we started giving this Man the props he so very much deserves and stop bashing him all the time??

Michael gave OVER 300,000,000 to charities in his life, more than any other single person and how often do we hear about his humanitarian efforts?? This Man did so much good and positive things - why can this stuff not be tributed?? This is the Year One Anniversary, shouldn't this be the time that MJ gets some recognition for all of the wonderful things he did?? We owe it to Him to keep his Legacy alive and that's effen near impossible with all the obstacles in our way. Why doesn't anyone have empathy for MJ??

Negative may sell but you cant buy morals and you will never get your dignity back.