Letter To Michael

One Year and 4 days have gone by since You left Michael and I have to tell You that most are still in mourning, grieving for You. The sadness is overwhelming to most and some are not even sure how they manage to drag themselves through each day. Some of us are considered "Go To" people for trying to console broken hearts, reassuring your fans that You are indeed - better on the other side.
I am also still grieving Your loss, The pain is so fierce and ever present.
Im starting to think I will fell this way forever....

Friday marked the One Year Anniversary of Your passing. "Anniversary" doesn't seem to be the right term for that. Anniversary to me evokes feelings of Joy and Happiness as I normally attribute that word to Marriage, Birthdays - that sort of thing. Can we use "The Day Music As We Know It Died", it seems more fitting to me. I know there will always be music but it's not the same. The singers now a days all sound the same save a few. When you hear Your voice, you KNOW it's You singing.

People all over the world payed tribute to Your Life and Legacy on June 25th, not that we don't do that very thing every day, but people actually traveled to other places in the world to be with other fans of Yours. It was all so touching. Michael, You would be so proud of all of Your fans, they really are amazing. They love You and they will fight to protect Your good name. We are all trying our hardest to protect your Legacy and clean up Your good name in the media. I admit it is very tough sometimes but we all take a moment to remember what You had to go through each and every day and that alone make us push on.

Your death is still almost unbelievable, still after a year I feel like this cant be true - Michael Jackson is NOT gone. Then reality kicks in. I know You are no longer here but its still so hard to digest. You were never suppose to die....I thought You would live forever....not sure why, I just did.
The only saving grace in all of this is You are in a better place, no pain, no sorrow, no tabloids, no lawsuits, You are finally free from the Zoo that surrounded Your life. You are free of the hundreds of people that literally followed you around all day.
One good thing to come out of Your passing - the wonderfully awesome friends I`ve made. I love them and have truly bonded, like sisters, with a several of them.

I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart for the Human Race for treating You the way they did for all those years. I can only chalk it up to - people do NOT want to see other people Happy and Successful.
One day maybe all the nasty news articles will just go away...

As long as I live I will Love you. You have a place in my heart for life. I will never stop protecting Your Legacy, spreading Your message and honoring You with L.O.V.E!
You are sooooo worth fighting for!!

Michael, I love you most ♥