Letter To Michael

One Year and 4 days have gone by since You left Michael and I have to tell You that most are still in mourning, grieving for You. The sadness is overwhelming to most and some are not even sure how they manage to drag themselves through each day. Some of us are considered "Go To" people for trying to console broken hearts, reassuring your fans that You are indeed - better on the other side.
I am also still grieving Your loss, The pain is so fierce and ever present.
Im starting to think I will fell this way forever....

Friday marked the One Year Anniversary of Your passing. "Anniversary" doesn't seem to be the right term for that. Anniversary to me evokes feelings of Joy and Happiness as I normally attribute that word to Marriage, Birthdays - that sort of thing. Can we use "The Day Music As We Know It Died", it seems more fitting to me. I know there will always be music but it's not the same. The singers now a days all sound the same save a few. When you hear Your voice, you KNOW it's You singing.

People all over the world payed tribute to Your Life and Legacy on June 25th, not that we don't do that very thing every day, but people actually traveled to other places in the world to be with other fans of Yours. It was all so touching. Michael, You would be so proud of all of Your fans, they really are amazing. They love You and they will fight to protect Your good name. We are all trying our hardest to protect your Legacy and clean up Your good name in the media. I admit it is very tough sometimes but we all take a moment to remember what You had to go through each and every day and that alone make us push on.

Your death is still almost unbelievable, still after a year I feel like this cant be true - Michael Jackson is NOT gone. Then reality kicks in. I know You are no longer here but its still so hard to digest. You were never suppose to die....I thought You would live forever....not sure why, I just did.
The only saving grace in all of this is You are in a better place, no pain, no sorrow, no tabloids, no lawsuits, You are finally free from the Zoo that surrounded Your life. You are free of the hundreds of people that literally followed you around all day.
One good thing to come out of Your passing - the wonderfully awesome friends I`ve made. I love them and have truly bonded, like sisters, with a several of them.

I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart for the Human Race for treating You the way they did for all those years. I can only chalk it up to - people do NOT want to see other people Happy and Successful.
One day maybe all the nasty news articles will just go away...

As long as I live I will Love you. You have a place in my heart for life. I will never stop protecting Your Legacy, spreading Your message and honoring You with L.O.V.E!
You are sooooo worth fighting for!!

Michael, I love you most ♥

It Still Hurts So Bad....

It's one year today since Michael Jackson passed away. I'm still not good with it and I still feel extremely sad. The fans are divided - the family is divided and people are still throwing stones. The whole year has been one heart break after another. His "Friends" are selling him out - and this week of all weeks, couldn't they at least pretend to care?? Make it "Look" like they have some sort of respect for him. I mean selling pictures to TV Shows.
This is from ABC website:Private and never-before-seen images which ABC News paid to license from the three friends' personal collections provide snapshots of the global superstar's most unguarded moments. Key word here "PAID"
Did Michael have any "Actual" Friends?? Yes he did - Liz and a very few others.

His family is selling out his kids and doing interviews with tabloid shows and also selling pictures. It's disgraceful.




Michael, Your Fans Love You Most XxX



I made these two videos last night. I had a hard time with it.

We Owe Him!!

It's been a hard year, in one week it will be the One Year Anniversary of Michael Jacksons death.
As I sit here typing I still find it hard to believe. Michael Jacksons Death...I didn't think that I would be talking about this at this point in my life. I don't know if its because I thought maybe He would live forever, like an Angel sent here to Earth to keep things balanced. I know, I know - I'm an adult and I know he wasn't going to live forever but I did think that he would live past 50. That's only half of a life, the other half of his life span was stolen by a reckless Doctor who was more concerned about celebrity and status. He was after all The Michael Jacksons doctor and that says something right? Well know he will FOREVER be known as the person who killed Him.

No matter what happens in Court - this is a stigma that will follow him to the ends of the earth until his time here is finished.

What we lost will never be again. Michael Jackson was a special human being, one who actually felt the pain of others. He understood that we as a people are ruining this Earth we live on each and every day - that we only have a short time before it irreversible. He gave tirelessly of himself and supported many many charities. He visited Childrens Hospitals - he paid for Medical care for people he didn't even know. Michael wanted the people in the World to love one another and to remember we are all brothers and sisters. Under the skin - we are the same. He gave us a lifetime of music and memories, I read that at his concerts - up to 3000 people a night would pass out and have to be taken out by EHS. Yes you read that correctly, 3000!

Michael Jackson inspired so many people from so many different cultures, He is worshiped all over the world. He sold more albums than any other singer in history. He broke racial barriers by being the first Black person to have videos played on MTV.

He was smart and he was an awesome business man - we know this by his Will alone. Good on ya Mike for that one ;) you couldn't have planned that one better if you tried!! You don't "owe" anyone anything - you are not obligated to finance your brothers lives or their babies mama. You did it right - Your Mother, bless her heart, and your children. Well played my friend!


So with all that (and more) why did society think a good "Thanks Mike" would be nasty documentaries about Him and his sweet innocent children?? Isn't it time that we started giving this Man the props he so very much deserves and stop bashing him all the time??

Michael gave OVER 300,000,000 to charities in his life, more than any other single person and how often do we hear about his humanitarian efforts?? This Man did so much good and positive things - why can this stuff not be tributed?? This is the Year One Anniversary, shouldn't this be the time that MJ gets some recognition for all of the wonderful things he did?? We owe it to Him to keep his Legacy alive and that's effen near impossible with all the obstacles in our way. Why doesn't anyone have empathy for MJ??

Negative may sell but you cant buy morals and you will never get your dignity back.

Internet Friends

One of the women I met via the Internet passed away on Thursday.

It affected me deeper than I thought it would.

We never met face to face and I didn't even get to hear her voice.

She was my twitter friend to start with and then we shared email address and talked through there most of the time. Eventually she signed up for Facebook and Ive been emailing with her for months now and have gotten to know a great deal about her and I truly miss her. We had loads of fun and laughs on twitter together and with others.

Unfortunately she passed away due to brain cancer. God felt it was her time. I knew she had cancer - terminal cancer but I always tried to stay optimistic and hope for the best....alas, all the prayers in the world couldn't save her.

We were supposed to meet next year, health willing. I'm very sad that this will never happen.

I'm happy I was able to make her laugh through her pain.

She will be buried on Thursday and I have the privilege of being allowed to write some heart felt words to her and her sister is going to place it in her coffin. This is an amazing honour and I am eternally grateful for this.

Its hard to loose someone you never met yet had a bond with - it makes me realize how much people affect us, even when we didn't get an opportunity to have a face to face meeting. I have another Internet friend who is very ill also and this stuff is difficult to deal with when you're so far away as I am here in Canada. Im not one who has a lot of money, I can't fly off to meet people at whim. Most of the people I talk to since Michael's death I will never get to meet.

Im starting to rethink the Internet friendship thing....

I'm sad and I don't know what to do.

MJ Family

Ive been involved with this justice stuff for a while now and frankly its starting to get over whelming.

We have 6 facebook Pages -

• Arrest Conrad Murray Campaign


• Team MJ ~ Branca, MacClain and Mesereau


• MJ4Justice - Event Planning Page


• United4Michael


• Michael Jackson Fans Ireland


• Michael Jackson Fans of NYC

Plus Im an admin on 3 other pages -

• CAMPAIGN FOR GLOBAL AIRING OF LIVING WITH MICHAEL JACKSON TAKE TWO


• Michael Jackson Fans of Canada


• Michael jackson WMCIG for Haiti

A Website - http://www.mj4justice.com/

We run Ustreams Shows Every Thursday and for special occassions such as the Court Hearings. Which in itself is time consuming putting it all together.

I love Michael Jackson and will do anything in my power to help with the fight for justice. I think in all the busy times and rushing to keep everything as updated as possible I have been taking my friends for granted and not doing things I say Ill do and breaking promises.

I want to say that I love my MJ family and friends with all my heart - you all mean the world to me.

Jakki and Melanie are two of the best friends Ive had in my life and I wouldnt trade them for the world. I met them on facebook on the main MJ Fan Page back in july and we have been talking on a regular basis ever since. We talk on skpye on a daily basis and Melanie and I are going to Ireland at the end of August to meet Jakki face to face finally and party together and celebrate Michael on his birthday - we have had this planned since last August and Ive been looking forward to it ever since, three months to go!

Ladies - if Ive ever done anything to hurt your feeling, make you feel slighted or broke any promises Ive made to you - Im sorry and I love you both from the bottom of my heart ♥ I would give up all of this if it meant loosing your friendships for even a minute.

Michael and Diana

Diana Ross has dedicated her tour to Michael Jackson. Michael and Diana have been friends for over 40 years, they loved each other very much. Michael even named Diana Ross as Guardian of his 3 children in his Will should his Mother be unable to care for them.





Here is a video -



Diana Ross - We Love You!

Azja Pryors Open Letter To Gavin Avizo and His Family

I want to post Azja's letter in hopes that it will get passed around enough that the media will pick it up and report it.
It's time to clean up Michaels past for him - we are his voice - we owe it to him to do what we can in the name of vindication and justice!
It's long past time for the media to stop slandering this man and if we all raise our voice - there is NOTHING we cant do!

Azja's Letter...

Dear Gavin, Star, Davellin, and Janet:

After Michael's tragic death last week, I have to say that all the negative feelings I've had towards your family following the outrageous claims made by you Gavin and your mother Janet--against Michael--came back to me tenfold. The pain, disappointment, anger, and betrayal I feel towards you simply cannot be put into
words.

You have shown me that your greed, lies, and personal gain override any "morals" your family claims to have; and you have proven yourselves to be the kind of people capable of turning your back on the very person who came to your rescue when you were most desperate.

The fact that you falsely accused Michael of the most heinous of acts, and made
his life a living hell in what would become his last years is unthinkable; and I am sure some would say, unforgivable. In your attempts to destroy him once again, you, Gavin, accused the man you called your "best friend" of the one thing that you (and everyone else) knew would completely turn his life inside out.

You took the one thing we all know that Michael cared about most in life--children,
especially children who are suffering, and you tried to turn it into a bad thing. You Janet, as a parent, allowed this, encouraged this, and went forward with the awful lies in an attempt to destroy Michael Jackson and swindle money from him.

Shame on you!

This man did nothing but help your family in their darkest hour. I know Michael was just like my family. We were all pulled into your woeful stories and shared your family's plight as Gavin fought for his life during his battle with cancer. Gavin, you told me that Michael's love helped cure you of cancer.

Your entire family praised Michael privately to everyone who would listen, yet turned against him so viciously in public. I have remained silent for many years, but I can no longer do so. Right now I struggle to find the words to adequately write this letter, as I am so filled with anger towards you and pain for the Jackson family.

You call yourself Christians. If this is true I call on you, Gavin, and your mother Janet to finally do the right thing for Michael in death that you never did during his days here on earth. You need to completely exonerate Michael's name and legacy from the awful, disgusting claims you made against him.

Claims and allegations that you and I both know are completely false and utterly ridiculous. Whatever your motives at the time to create such accusations are now minute and unimportant.

It is much bigger than you.

We are speaking on this man's legacy; a man who positively touched lives around the world. A man who is arguably the greatest entertainer the world will ever know. Michael is someone who shared in your family's pain; opened his home to you and included you in his very own family. He was a human being who never deserved any of this.

Gavin and Janet, you can change your identity and try to hide from the public scrutiny, but ultimately, you cannot hide from the wrath of God's judgment. This is
the right thing to do. It is the very least you can do for Michael, his children, and
his legacy.

Gavin you are now 19 years old, no longer an impressionable young boy under you mother's guidance, nor are you a pawn in this grand scheme to assassinate Michael's character. I know your heart, and I know that you are capable of doing what is right. Clear Michael's name of your ugly accusations once and for all. You owe it to him. You owe it to his family. And you owe it to God. Let's finally give Michael the ability to completely rest in peace.

Azja Pryor
July, 2009


Im also going to include the recorded ustream from yesterday for those who missed Azja speak. She brought me to tears more than once with her love and honesty, Azja - you are a real friend and true hero!

*Photo of Azja Pryor Courtesy Of http://www.karaphotography.com/